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Friday, July 15, 2005

major brain drain this week. darn. i need to finish my major essay for englone NOW. as in. i just finished my instud summary report and now im trying to relax and regain control. damn. pressure. im stressed. and i dont know what to say. hay.

then after my mjor essay i should start working on that midTERM paper. haha. what's d difference. sabi ko knina kay sir gan, "term paper" and then he told me that it is not a term paper but a MIDterm paper. haha. so yung TERM paper mas mahirap??? deym.

we spent the whole 1 and a half hours in englone jst working on our major essay's DRAFT. deym first paragraph plang ako. though tiring, i had a great time. haha. writing skills finally, nagising na sila. i remember when i was in high school, sooper bano ng papers ko, but now miss pamcy told me that my paper was fine. haha. wala nmang comments. [ndi kagaya ng kay lawrence. haha.] tpos yun. sobrang ganado ako magsulat knina. dont know why. tpos anthrop naman discussion lang. ang kulit ni don. uber. tpos nsa harap ko pa sha. aun. kulit tlga nun. tpos sooper lamig pa sa place ko. but it was ok. since ganado nga ako, complete notes shempre. before anthrop started i was planning on working on my essay kaya lang di ko lam kung nun nanyare at sooper nakinig ako. haha. inspired. tpos aun, nung break punta kami ng egi ni eunice kas print nia crithin paper nia, swerte ko natapos ko yung akin last night. tpos aun tambay kay manong fishballs sa agno, tpos gulat nlang ako si don nnman yung nasa likod ko. waah. kulit. aun. so nung asa agno kami ksama ko sina don and sef. haha. ang funny kase si sef kumain ng chicken balls sa agno. eh lagi ako tinutukso nun na bka daw ma-hepa ako eh. haha. aun. sabi ni don wag daw mshado kumain ng ganun, bka daw kaya mabilis ako magkasakit. haha. labo. bsta yun. tpos sooper umulan ng malakas. kakagulat buti nlang may jacket ako, tpos may payong si eunice. so ok. solved. haha. tpos balik kami sa egi kase type si don ng paper nia kaya lang walang bakante so aun, wala nlang. tpos i ended up inquiring about available units sa egi. haha. 15K, unfurnished. pede na den. tpos aun balik na kami sa school. tpos kami ni nico tambay sa z2. tpos sina sef naghanap ng comp shop. haha.

pagakyat ko tambay muna sa corrids, tpos aun. grabe BAD NEWS. away kami ni lawrence. so nabreak ang aming record na 2 weeks. tsk. sobra nga yung away knina eh,. haha. pero naayos din. tpos aun. kami nnman ni rence yung magkasama/ magkakwentuhan. haha. pero decidido na ako di ko pa den ishashare sa knya yung gsto nia malaman hnggang di cia nagsha2ve. haha. promise yun. haha. ang fun kase ok na kami, unlike before na laging away to the max. so aun.

saya ng instud. topic namin feminism. favorite theory ng mga guys sa block ko. haha. sir gan told us that sex is different from gender. kase sex is the biological structure of a human being and gender is what you prefer, i.e. if you prefer the opposite sex, the hetero ka, the kung same sex homo ka. pos we touched the topic about same sex marriage, then sir told us that somehow same sex relationship might work.SOMEHOW. kaya lang nman daw people view it as a sin kase that is what the society told us. so aun. parang common practice chuva. so aun. tpos sabi nia, yung sperm and ovum daw can be compared to a person standing on a football field, tpos shempre yung tao yun yung sperm tpos yung field yung ovum. so parang yung women never die. kase kahit anong gawin mo, as what sir gan told us, "anak ka ng nanay mo." so aun. parang men daw walang naitutulong sa society. so binubuhos nila sa ibang bagay. kase nga since women never die, they are immortals in a different sense. tpos men are mortals so para yung ideas ng men ndi mawala binubuhos nila on different views about the society. bsta ganun.

ang fun. sobrang bilib tlga ako kay sir. sobrang talino. nakakainspire. gsto ko nga irecord yung discussion knina eh kase uber saya. haha. astig nia tlga. nakakainspire tuloy mag-aral. anywei, 28 points na ako sa reci. 3 na yun.. 2 points nlang 3.5 na.wahoo. tpos crithin ko, 25 yung 2nd test ko. 4.0 asteeg. ansaya. hhay. sana matino tlga lahat ng grades ko this term. hhay sana.

saya ko kahit na brain drained na ako.:)
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sa lahat ng babae sa mundong toh, ikaw lang ata yung kalahating igneous. haha.:)
at sa lahat ng binigyan ko ng halaga sa buhay ko, ikaw lang ang 1/4 tao at 3/4 igneous. haha.

wag ka magfeeling noh. haha. wag ka den mag-feeling na ikaw yung superman na winiwish ko. favorite ko lang tlga sha at nagkataon lang yun. haha.

tsk. BLOG KO TOH AT NAKIKIBASA KA LANG. kung may angal sabihin ng deretso sakin. as in right in front of my face. ndi gnyan na kung kani-kanino pa nagsasabi. tsk. pathetic.

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isa ka pang tukmol ka. wag ka din magfeeling noh. kapal ng mukha mong maging cold sakin. kala mo ubra ka. tsk. di ren. haha.

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you've made me stronger by breaking my heart. you ended my life and made a BETTER one start. you taught me everything from falling in love to LETTING GO OF A LIE. yes you've made me stronger by saying goodbye.

kawaii!;
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